Local artist based in St. Joseph, MI. SpacesuitSelf was born out of my healing journey, a span of time between 2014 and 2021, when I learned to navigate struggles with anger, depression, co-dependency, and loss.

In the liminal space between wakefulness and sleep lies a realm of boundless creativity known as hypnagogia. It is in this sacred space that the imagination awakens, giving birth to visions that dance across the canvas of the mind.

The Art

It emerged in 2020 as a means to cope with changing times. During that uncertain period, my Dad was diagnosed with stage four pancreatic cancer. This is when the artwork began to take form. His final day came on August 10, 2021. 

I find the meditative practice of layering ink and watercolor immensely therapeutic. My deep connection to desert landscapes aligns with the visual inspiration for much of my work, alongside an ongoing fascination with mind, matter, spirit, consciousness, and the Self. For me, the recurring eye in my work symbolizes the universe observing itself to understand its own nature. The state of pure wonder witnessing divine beauty.

Creating art has brought purpose and meaning into my life, helping me discover my true voice. Through the creation of otherworldly imagery, I aim to inspire others, hoping it will help catalyze their own healing. Author and psychologist David R. Hawkins writes:

“Hang on to your own confusion. In the end, it is your best friend.”

Photo credit: Emily Violet Photography